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		<title>Pics and opinion piece</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 29 Aug 2010 15:26:53 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>The Bitch</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[&#8220;To gaze at these images without the opportunity to place a kiss worshipfully upon the instep of your foot is unbearable torment.&#8221; well that pretty much sums it up, doesn&#8217;t it? Click and you can get yours &#8211; you need to be a niteflirt member to get them but, duh, you already are. I&#8217;ve been [...]]]></description>
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<p><em>&#8220;To gaze at these images without the opportunity to place a kiss worshipfully upon the instep of your foot is unbearable torment.&#8221;</em></p>
<p>well that pretty much sums it up, doesn&#8217;t it? Click and you can get yours &#8211; you need to be a niteflirt member to get them but, duh, you already are.</p>
<hr />I&#8217;ve been invited by bruce over at womenrule to do a biweekly opinion piece. This week it&#8217;s my own personal take on forced-bi and reconciling a pussy phobic little wanker&#8217;s perspective to my militant queer AWESOME without going insane. DO drop by and comment.</p>
<p><a href="http://womenrule6699.livejournal.com/244780.html"><img class="alignnone" src="http://pics.livejournal.com/womenrule6699/pic/000c7kq1" alt="" width="468" height="60" /></a></p>
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		<title>And stupid stuff, it makes us shout&#8230;</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 25 Aug 2010 23:42:22 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>The Bitch</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Why do online fucktards stay up at night worrying if financial Dommes paid their taxes? Um hello, if you are in any kind of gray market you bend the fuck over BACKWARDS to pay your taxes, unless you are a moron. Assumption: woman. sex worker = non-functioning tard. Got it. File under: men, stupid, duhhhhhh.]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Why do online fucktards stay up at night worrying if financial Dommes paid their taxes?</p>
<p>Um hello, if you are in any kind of gray market you bend the fuck over BACKWARDS to pay your taxes, unless you are a moron.</p>
<p>Assumption: woman. sex worker = non-functioning tard. Got it.</p>
<p>File under: men, stupid, duhhhhhh.</p>
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		<title>Literary Tribute &#8211; Baudelaire, and my own translation &#8211; elite Mistress</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 03 Aug 2010 20:14:42 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>The Bitch</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[This well chosen bit of wonderful arrived in my inbox today. You have to love a slave who knows when a translation is not needed. Yes I could read it. An educated Domina is a dangerous thing. Je suis belle, ô mortels ! Comme un rêve de pierre, Et mon sein, où chacun s&#8217;est meurtri [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>This well chosen bit of wonderful arrived in my inbox today.<br />
You have to love a slave who knows when a translation is not needed. Yes I could read it. An educated Domina is a dangerous thing.</p>
<p>Je suis belle, ô mortels ! Comme un rêve de pierre,<br />
    Et mon sein, où chacun s&#8217;est meurtri tour à tour,<br />
    Est fait pour inspirer au poète un amour<br />
    Éternel et muet ainsi que la matière.</p>
<p>    Je trône dans l&#8217;azur comme un sphinx incompris ;<br />
    J&#8217;unis un cœur de neige à la blancheur des cygnes ;<br />
    Je hais le mouvement qui déplace les lignes,<br />
    Et jamais je ne pleure et jamais je ne ris.</p>
<p>    Les poètes, devant mes grandes attitudes,<br />
    Que j&#8217;ai l&#8217;air d&#8217;emprunter aux plus fiers monuments,<br />
    Consumeront leurs jours en d&#8217;austères études ;</p>
<p>    Car j&#8217;ai, pour fasciner ces dociles amants,<br />
    De purs miroirs qui font toutes choses plus belles :<br />
    Mes yeux, mes larges yeux aux clartés éternelles !</p>
<p>&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;-</p>
<p>For those who can&#8217;t (my own translation)</p>
<p>I am beautiful o mortals, like a dream all in stone<br />
and my breast, where everyone batters himself in his turn<br />
is shaped to inspire in the poets a love<br />
as lasting and as mute as matter itself</p>
<p>enthroned in the sky like the inscrutable sphinx<br />
I join a heart of snow to the whiteness of swans<br />
I disdain movement which disrupts clean lines<br />
I never laugh and I never shed tears</p>
<p>Poets, before the great poses I strike<br />
derivative of the airs of the greatest of monuments<br />
are consumed all their days in austere study</p>
<p>for I have entranced these docile admirers<br />
with clear mirrors: which render everything even more beautiful<br />
my eyes, my great eyes, which burn bright, eternal!</p>
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		<title>today&#8217;s offering from my worshipper &#8211; Brihad Nila Tantra, Ch. 13</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 27 Jul 2010 04:22:58 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Now I speak of the supreme mantra of Mahakali, bestowing all poesy. Listen attentively, O Maheshani. She is the primordial one, Prakriti, the beautiful woman, the primordial knower, with kalas, the Fourth, the ultimate mother, the boon giver, the desirable one, the lady of heroes, the giver of success to sadhakas. She, the primordial one, [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<blockquote><p><span>Now I speak of the supreme mantra of Mahakali,   bestowing all poesy. Listen attentively, O Maheshani.  She is the  primordial one, Prakriti, the beautiful woman,  the primordial knower,  with kalas, the Fourth, the ultimate mother,  the boon giver, the  desirable one, the lady of heroes,  the giver of success to sadhakas.</span></p>
<p><span>She, the primordial one, Mahaprakriti, Kali, the true  form of time,  whose great mantra of all mantras is the ocean of  mantra,  she alone gives all success to a sadhaka who wants it.  The  destroyer of anxiety, giving boons, seated on a corpse,  gives all  desires, O Devi, and creates all marvels&#8230;.</span></p>
<p><span>I worship the greatly  beautiful one, with limbs the colour of  thunderclouds, who is naked and  sits on the corpse of Shiva,  who has three eyes and earrings made of  the bones of two young  handsome boys, who is garlanded with skulls and  flowers.  In her lower left and upper right hands she holds a man&#8217;s head   and a sword, her other two hands bestowing boons and banishing fear.   Her hair is greatly dishevelled. Using this meditation, worship  and  satisfy the Paramesvari&#8230;.</span></p></blockquote>
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		<title>Non-Financial Domination</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 26 Jul 2010 04:18:02 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Yes, I do it. I didn&#8217;t say non professional, I said non-financial. As in kinks, discussions, and issues other than your cash at the forefront. But lest you think this is commonplace &#8211; here&#8217;s a bit of a thought. It&#8217;s a complex thought,  far past the capabilities of the average nosepicking insect that drools and [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Yes, I do it. I didn&#8217;t say non professional, I said non-financial. As in kinks, discussions, and issues other than your cash at the forefront. But lest you think this is commonplace &#8211; here&#8217;s a bit of a thought.</p>
<p>It&#8217;s a complex thought,  far past the capabilities of the average  nosepicking insect that drools and hemorrhages cash every time a cute  ass in a pair of boyshorts waves across his screen &#8211; pay attention and you MIGHT learn something.</p>
<p>I have a client. I use the  fairly standard ProDomme term in this case because the client has earned  it. I know a lot of FinDommes will say &#8220;you are not special you are  ASSHOLES ALL&#8221; but I make distinctions and hierarchies all the time. A  good slave will actually thrive in a hierarchy, a moron will just  slither along the bottom of the tank contentedly. There are rare slaves  who are not kinked to the spending of money, but are loyal, tractable,  and submissive souls.This client has, so far, religiously, sent me a  daily literary tribute into my Niteflirt inbox. Everything from the odes  of the Maoshi, to Hawthorne &#8211; pertaining to powerful and unobtainable  women.</p>
<p>He doesn&#8217;t care to be called coarse names, nor do I care  to call him them. There&#8217;s nothing about his behavior or his manner that  requires this or inspires this.  Additionally, he never whined for free  stuff, objected to paying my per minute rate or purchasing a clip, he  just did and opened the dialogue. It&#8217;s not fucking rocket science but  you would think it was.</p>
<p>It&#8217;s not a major undertaking &#8211; and it&#8217;s  not like he&#8217;s writing for me, as others have done splendidly (twiglette  has offered up nuggets of enjoyment so pure and so fucking hilarious  that I share my time and bask in his total adoration at times) it&#8217;s  within the capabilities of any stroker with higher education who <em>takes some fucking time and thought.</em></p>
<p>It&#8217;s  not that this never happens, it&#8217;s that this happens so rarely. I guess  it&#8217;s lucky for the litter box trained animals out there that the three  toed mouth breathers are so commonplace &#8211; then the human types actually  stand a chance at delighting me without me watching the clock like a  hawk and dying to be done with their sorry ass as I drain their wallet  as quickly as possible.</p>
<p>So there you have it. A clue, you didn&#8217;t even have to pay for it. Let&#8217;s see if just one of you can implement it.</p>
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		<title>Winning parody &#8211; Cormac McCarthy&#8217;s Blood Meridian via Toy Story</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 26 Jun 2010 04:09:04 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[as found via Roger Ebert&#8217;s twitter. Blood Meridian is possibly my favorite 20th c American novel.]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><a href="http://gocomics.typepad.com/tomthedancingbugblog/2010/06/cormac-mccarthys-toy-story-3.html" target="_blank">as found via Roger Ebert&#8217;s twitter. </a></p>
<p>Blood Meridian is possibly my favorite 20th c American novel.</p>
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		<title>Do Not Want &#8211; fetish porn suckage</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 24 Jun 2010 23:41:55 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[So there&#8217;s a certain affiliate program I really want to like. I really want to like them, because they&#8217;re actual players, they&#8217;re not just sitting around with their thumbs up their ass and their smelly socks in some dude&#8217;s face (lame) they&#8217;re not boring in that the play is at least ambitious and clever &#8211; [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>So there&#8217;s a certain affiliate program I really want to like. I really want to like them, because they&#8217;re actual players, they&#8217;re not just sitting around with their thumbs up their ass and their smelly socks in some dude&#8217;s face (lame) they&#8217;re not boring in that the play is at least ambitious and clever &#8211; and sadistically so with a LOT of yummy yummy predicament bondage.</p>
<p>But guys, you seriously do NOT GET femdom. At the fuck all. And your giant stable of hot female switches are talented, but lack the spark for it and it shows.</p>
<p>FemDom is not just male dom with tits stuck on it. Not every time I play culminates in a fuck, or a licking of my goodies-  even with my most personal of personals, who I do NOT treat like dog shit and do NOT keep in perpetual denial.  It&#8217;s really beside the point. SM is a demonstration of power &#8211; because power gives me a mental boner. I can get OFF any day of the week, and very well.</p>
<p>I don&#8217;t have to tie girls down to fuck them, unlike most males who consider themselves Dominant, and I don&#8217;t have to enslave men to get my pussy treated the way I want by them &#8211; in fact if they have to be &#8220;made to&#8221; I don&#8217;t want any fucking part of anything from them  sexually.</p>
<p>As I outline here &#8211; SEXUAL FAIL 10M, video.</p>
<p><a href="http://www.niteflirt.com/messages/click_payment_button?id=45096753"><img class="alignleft size-full wp-image-390" title="buyme" src="http://www.totallyabusivebitch.com/news/wp-content/uploads/2010/06/buyme1.gif" alt="" width="86" height="32" /></a></p>
<p>So the motivation is completely off when you end every scene in pussy licking or fucking or the domme sitting there with her tits hanging out and her slave fully dressed. And the thing is &#8211; I dunno &#8211; maybe it&#8217;s not actually my niche &#8211; but my submissive guys <em>agree.</em></p>
<p>I get comments like &#8220;and then she fucked him and then it sucked&#8221; when I discuss this kind of fetish media with them.</p>
<p>If you can&#8217;t understand Femdom, FFS, call it kink, call it fetish, call it SM if you want, but don&#8217;t get all Haute Goddess about it. It sounds silly to those who actually like this stuff.</p>
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		<title>So&#8230;splain me this, Goyisher asshole&#8230;.</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 27 Oct 2009 00:39:53 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[So I was going to do a nice fluff post about my salon day some loser paid for la la la whatever, and then I read &#8212; this. http://carnalnation.com/content/36439/10/archbishop-suicide-bombers-are-better-married-gays It makes me feel much more secure about what I do and who I am, actually. Rather than having the &#8220;OMG, how can you do such [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>So I was going to do a nice fluff post about my salon day some loser paid for la la la whatever, and then I read &#8212; this.</p>
<p>http://carnalnation.com/content/36439/10/archbishop-suicide-bombers-are-better-married-gays</p>
<p>It makes me feel much more secure about what I do and who I am, actually. Rather than having the &#8220;OMG, how can you do such frivolous things with money in a world like this&#8221; I see it this way. With your weak, fucked up, twisted little religio-tainted sexuality, I am taking money out of circulation from these Nazi-abetting twatbags.</p>
<p>Don&#8217;t give me &#8220;oh but Mother Teresa&#8221; these people do NOTHING but put PR bandaids on a couple of the world&#8217;s miserable to keep their gold meal ticket going till the end of time.</p>
<p>Liberation Theology is the ONLY thing worth my spit ever to come out of Christendom. And unless you were planning on giving those pennies to the poor, I&#8217;ll take them TYVM, and give them to MADRE.</p>
<p>Fuckers.</p>
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		<title>From the Archives &#8211; a classic post of mine &#8211; What She Wants</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 20 Oct 2009 22:23:21 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[What She Wants I don’t want a bad boy to treat me wrong and assert his individuality all over my carpet. I want a tractable, studious wimp. I want a shiny 250 pound robot and I want the remote. I want my own personal Jesus to nail up over my bed. I want a disciple [...]]]></description>
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<p>I don’t want a bad boy to treat me wrong and assert his individuality all over my carpet. I want a tractable, studious wimp. I want a shiny 250 pound robot and I want the remote. I want my own personal Jesus to nail up over my bed. I want a disciple to wash my feet. I want an unearthly girly man to be my lesbian twin. I want a sugardaddy to wipe my feet on, snuggle up to and manipulate like ABC gum. I want a supplicant. I want a guard dog. I want a pale and wan intellectual, begging me to make him do research and write paens to my beauty. I want to launch 10,000 ships…with my mind. I want to break 10,000 men…with my voice.</p>
<p>I want a corporation. I want a golden parachute. I want guilty, furtive, condemned and conflicted men of influence to come to me, whip carried in mouth.</p>
<p>I don’t want Marlon Brando in his heyday. I don’t want Clark Gable. I want an army. I want 65 clones of Vin Diesel down on bended knee in the hot sands of the thunderfucking drome all pointed in the same direction, all waiting for my command, all readied at my behest.</p>
<p>I want a six foot teddy bear with a massive erection, that I can just climb on and suck my thumb. I want to bury my face in his soft pink fur, and never ever worry a bit.</p>
<p>I want a real man who isn’t afraid to cry. I want a hopelessly horny, emasculated little pissant who isn’t afraid to beg. I want a man afraid of his masculinity. I want a man bound to his masculinity. I want a man who reviles his masculinity. I want a man who doesn’t know which of the three he is.</p>
<p>I want to hurt, humble, amuse myself, take no prisoners, leave no survivors, and I want it now. I want to want. I want to give myself a framed license that states “This document entitles Mira Stern to practise whatever the hell she pleases.”</p>
<p>I want to fuck you.  No, I said that I wanted to fuck you.  Get humble and get passive, bitch.</p>
<p>And what, what entitles me to such wonders? Why would I, just lil me, dare to dream and dare to demand? No credentials. No special reason. A decision to deserve. Starting now. A conscious choice, to reapply my lipstick, quit sobbing in my beer and be a grownup. Why most women never reach this conclusion is beyond my comprehension. Why most women never decide to deserve is the thing I will never understand.</p>
<p>Keep your bad boy, till he becomes an asshole and you have to kick him out.</p>
<p>Cry, buy beer, and repeat.</p>
<p>I’ll keep the good ones, the ones who bore you.</p>
<p>I will never get bored while having my way.</p>
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